Well since I posted last Mr. Colton has gotten more of a personality everyday. He is so fun to just sit and watch. He make so many funny faces and is the most expressive little guy. Lets see what else has happened...we have had many visitors come see the little guy(thanks!). I have also returned back to work. I never thought I would be the type that would like to stay home, but now I have realized that I wish I didn't have to work and was able to spend all my time with him. I feel like I am missing out on everything...makes me sad. But I don't really have a choice and will keep working away and try to learn as much as a can about my new job (same location..just different job).
I am also trying to keep a positive attitude but sometimes it just doesn't happen. I am talking about Jeremy leaving. More than anything I just want him to stay. Some days I am tough and strong. Other times I find myself in tears just thinking about it. Yes, maybe I am a wimp and should toughen up but I year is a long time. He is my best friend and thought it may sound weird no matter how upset I get I can always count on him for a smile, a pick me up or someone that I truly just enjoy having and conversation and talking with every night. I am totally an introvert and would much rather stick to myself. He is not and brings that out in me...he is my reminder to be social and get out. I am afraid I might find myself pretty much being a homebody. So I am trying to fix this and go out of my comfort zone and try to make sure I still get. It just so much harder when my motivator is not here. Needless to say I am not looking forward to this year at all. I am sorry to be such a debby downer but it just something that is constantly on my mind all the time and I cant help it! Still hard for me to imagine how this year will even go. Please just keep us in your prayers. For strength and things like that.
Here is kind of a photo update...enjoy!
This is the quilt I made for Jeremy. I think it turned out great!
Another quilt I finished up recently!
Mr. Colton turned One Month Old!!!( Little Behind.. 2 month tomorrow)
A little about this little guy...
He loves his Wubbanub
He has gas like an old man
He is a happy baby...cries if he has gas or is hungry
He sleeps about 3 hr at a time
LOVES to kick his legs and move
He makes squeaking noises a lot
Still is swaddled at night and listens to his lullaby music
Loves to look at the ceiling fans
Loves sitting up and looking around
(he has a lot of things he loves to do :) )
Sending a picture to his Daddy at work! What a cutie!
Oh wait! Thats not Colton...thats Jeremy as a baby! Yup I hear it all the time...they look exactly alike. Does this justify it even more, I think so!
This is how he rolls! What ever is comfortable to ya buddy!
Loves his wubbanub...will hold onto sometimes
Catching a catnap with Daddy!
He has the death grip on him froggy
Reminds me of A Christmas Story with Ralphys little brother that can't get his arms down
Our little pumpkin
One of his Halloween Costumes. Its homemade so doesn't look the best but thats ok. He was a mouse cause all his does all day is make little squeaks like a mouse.
Colton was also a pumpkin. Here is his serious face
Here he is a little bit happier. I wish the right was was a little clearer but here is his little smile. So cute!
So I had to go back to work the 23rd of October. Here is a picture with me and my little guy. I miss spending time with him all day.
Watching some OSU Football
Dad and son trip to Home Depot! Can he tell he is thrilled. lol
His new owl hat he got to try out because its snowing outside!
I apologize if it was a picture overload. I hadn't posted in so long that I thought you might enjoy some picture so see how big he has gotten. We just love Colton to death and fall more in love everyday. He is a fun boy and as cute as can be. We are blessed. I don't want him to grow to fast but I want the year to hurry and go by so we can be together as a family. Sure I don't mind help but it just not the same. We are so blessed to have Colton in our life and to have such a fun and cute little boy. We love you Colton!
